How to love Christmas whilst grieving

and some things that are helping me this month

It’s official - December has begun, with all this season brings.

I have been finding myself both thankful and a bit resentful of this period and feel a huge confusion as I flit between polarising places to try and find some sort of happy place between the two. On one end of the spectrum I am lured by the comfort blanket of twinkly fairy lights, silly Chr…